Staff Sergeant Dream Girl

I was going to put this in the update blog im working on but fuck it, this is worthy of having a separate post. So there was this reservist Ssgt(staff sergeant) that's been in the shop for a few days and she was a very pretty girl but of course me being the gentlemen that I am decided to keep things professional. I would say hi, and talk to her only when I needed to. After all it's not like work is a walk in the park. So I was out with some friends 2 nights ago and who do we see?! Ssgt Beautiful. They sit next to us and I meet her, we hit it off instantly. We drink and dance, but I'm a dumb ass who likes to get a little too drunk so i didn't REALLY get to know her. I see her the next day and it's back to being professional again which was ok with me, although; I'm not going to lie I was very attracted to her. I come to find out that this girl was like my dream girl. I legitimately believe God sent her down her for me. We have so much in common, her interests are essentially my interests, she's amazingly beautiful, and we're the same age doing the same job in the same Air Force. I truly fell in love, I've found my one and only. Now the joke in all of this, she leaves tomorrow. The reservists were only here partially and I met her two days before she leaves New Jersey. Perfect. My heart is pounding and I can't seem to stop smiling much less stop fidgeting. I've already planned out how I'm going to make this work. I'll try until I fail because I don't think I've ever felt more sure about anything in my life in a long time. The last sure thing was joining the Air Force. I have not felt like this since Vanessa. I just wish I didn't get so drunk and not get her number.

I'll follow my heart and I pray it leads me in the path of happiness. Truth be told I'm terrified and I haven't been terrified to talk to a female in a long time.

Wish me Luck.