What came first: the music, or the misery?

there's only 2 kinds of people in the world, those that lie.. and those that lie so well they can make anything seem true..i belong to the latter group, but still its amazing to see that there are some people out there that seem to be on a whole new level of bullshit mouths! I know that im not the only one who knows of the group of people i talk about. considering there are so many songs out there about heartache and not being in love. i mean its crazy how there are literally thousands upon thousands of songs about the pain inflicted by another, whether it be a significant other or a parent figure or a stranger.

and its obvious that some feel more then others, usually musicians draw their inspiration thru feelings and/or past happenings that brought about feelings..shit i can name a few albums composed primarily about songs of tragedy, so why the fuck is this? did the first person to ever decide to write about a broken heart realize that what he was doing was setting a milestone? i highly doubt it, im sure he just needed a way to get out all of those painful feelings that seem to only stab at u the hardest when ur confined to the solitude of ur mind and what not..

misery has always been here, but i know that for as far back as people can document there have been poems and plays about heartache and tragedy..

i dont think any1 realizes how much bullshit surrounds them, it seems like their are a million movies and songs that remind us that we're destined to get hurt and that we'll get "lucky" one day and find someone. really? lucky? its kinda sad how a definitive companionship is drawn by luck. cuz i mean every1 knows fate is bullshit, and any1 who still thinks fate is real must live in a lollipop world where no1 steals and kathy bates doesnt exsist. If fate can be changed then..THAT SHIT AINT REAL!

-john